I'm currently very obsessed with these coolio shitz.
Tenori-On. Nice tool to use to make music omg, ahhhhh, really awesome. It costs $1200 though, hahaha ohwells. IMAGINE OWNING ONE, WIN ALREADY, just make music, try to somehow sell the music, no need to go uni ah. oh god wantttt.
CHEAPER ALTERNATIVE. Meet the PINK Kaossilator my dear friends.
This one costs 250bucks I think. Less cool, cos of absence of coolio graphics, butttt. This shall suffice if I can get my hands on one. Seriously, the inventors = geniuses.
Anyway, mummy got me three pairs of shoes and a new watch, so happyhappy (:
FIVE MORE DAYS TO GOOOOOO. Urgh, i is rather lazy to start studying properly for moozik. But ohwells, I promised to start, so I will finish at least two huge categories by tonight.
Paranormal Activity. 96 minutes of scaryshitz. Reminds me of Cloverfield, except that Paranormal Activity is actually worth the scare. Haha and I had some strangely-warped dream, rather sick ohwells. Shouldn't have slept so much hahah.
OH OH AND I GOT MY PROM DRESS, which I'm praying reallyreally hard that no one has the same oneeee. Gonna go shop for shoes laterz. Yayness (:
bleah. feelsoconstipated.IWANNAPLAYBUTNOPE, there'sstillmathpaper3ANDMUSIC. GO ME.
Chem papers were quite good, I really hope it's a 7. Math Papers 1 and 2 were blah, I'm praying so hard for a manageable Paper 3. And YAY for Econs (: Hopefully English and Music will be good.
Sianz, all I can think of right now, is play and sleep.
10 more to the end.
11 more to WOOHOO (:
I wanna/need to go shopping, cannot wait sia.
Hope A's and IB exams have been going well for everyone!!!
ehmagawd, ONE MORE FREAKING DAY TO FREAKING IB. Urgh, shall save you people from the usual ahh-I-should-have-studied-more/earlier rambling, but sigh, I'm rather worried/scared/anxious.
So something small happened on Friday and it got me thinking about how I've been treating certain people, perhaps it's time to strike people off the list of "bestfriends"? Hmm, nahhh I don't think so.
Anyway, I really can't wait for this whole thing to be doneeee, I wanna playplayplay, it's been too long, these past few weeks have been mad. Haha and I haven't even been that hardcore a mugger, sigh. Was really going mad yesterday, but I like how OCD-ing over an iPod could calm me down hahaha.
ohwells, ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE FOR EXAMS! IB, A's, whatever, GO OWN THE EXAMS!
Anyway, random thought, but it's rather funny how when I listen to Mariah Carey's Obsessed now, all I see is the drunk lady who danced by herself on the dancefloor that night hahahah. And today I experienced it firsthand and I conclude, it's rather impossible to study with Jas, heh no offence dude, peaceee.
I've been having the same old recurring dream of my teeth falling out on their own, really quite freaky, so I decided to look it up on the net. And from here, they tell me that it could be due to:
1. Anxiety about how you look 2. Anxiety about how others think you look 4. You may be having the fear of being made a fool of in a particular situation. 7. Sometimes teeth falling dreams also signifies that you are insecure about your finances. 8. Fear of being lonely or deserted. 10. Spiritually, a falling teeth dream represents that you are deviated from the word of God and are concentrating more on following someone else other than Him.
hmm ohwellz.
Anyway, I'm gonna limit myself to just half an hour of internet every night now, just for emails and tumblr. Maybe a hiatus for blogging, but see how first. Oh and I figured I shall do uni apps after IB exams. yayness. ciao.
sianzoidz. I'm tryna fill up NYU applications, and I just realised how freaking last minute I am, I'm gonna miss the financial aid deadline ahh. Sigh, what's new.
I need to stop letting others affect what I feel about myself. Inadequate much. Plus so many thousand thoughts running through my mind, it's really draining and I don't even know what I'm actually thinking about, it's retarded. REEETARD.
Oh btw, (500) Days Of Summer's soundtrack is really pretty damn awesome, like DA BOOMZ, everyone should take a listen.
Activeness of mind > Activeness of body. Ahhh this has gotta stop, really. No more. I'm not gonna go to sleep immediately after I do work, imma let my mind calm down first. Because, sleep paralysis, or whatever it actually is, is really. freaking. scary, urgh. How does such a thing even exist. PFFT :/
Anyway, little snippet of the conversation overheard while studying at Starbucks.
Skinnyboy: So, what are the sources of carbon dioxide?
Girlwhodideverythingbutstudysinceshearrived: Oh, it causes acid rain.
Today was quite productive I think, save for that 40minutes nap which became 150minutes hahaha. Ahh ohwells, owl, nocturnal much, ah blah. I've been listening to random songs from long agoooo, really fun. WHOA WE'RE GOING TO IBIZA. hahaha woohoo.
So school has ended, didn't really hit us till we were clearing our stuffs and leaving the classroom, then the OMGITSTHELASTDAYOFSCHOOL feeling just boomz into our faces. Ohwells. The farewell speech was rather touching, though it's been repeated over the years, still means quite a bit I guess.
The ultimate moment of the last day was when Cher Juns and I were on our way to the squash court toilets to shower, we were lazy and decided to take the lift. Constantly jabbing at the buttons to hear the beeeep sound, we were just talking in the lift then we realised that. the. lift. was. not. moving. HAHAH what champions really. So yea, we were stuck in the lift for maybe 20-30 seconds? Then as we sat down, it started moving so yayyy, hahaha.
Past few days have been, intense. I'm seriously becoming an owl, my body clock's all screwed up. And I had some shitassweird experience last night. Heart-pumping, bed-rocking, light-flashing, then immobility, AND light-flashing and immobility again. Really quite scary, I'm hoping it was my imagination. But I was conscious, ohwells whatever.
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ggxx really, everyone's getting so stressed out it's no joke.
hang in there everybody, I do believe we can somehow make this miracle work, it somehow always works out.
stargaze. one twinkle, two twinkle, gone.
Steph
18 going on 19
26 September 1991
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